This is a sequel to this essay, which I wrote for Arc Digital two years ago. The defining characteristic of anorexia is eating far too little for far too long, but behind that process is a desire for control. When I realised that I had to “recover” I decided that I was going to control my recovery down to the last detail.
Good stuff, Ben. I used to have a SEVERE drinking problem (last time I drank I ended up on a ventilator) so I can definitely relate to the recovery part.
Beautiful. I’m still learning about mental health at 35, so you’re doing quite well. God speed.
Great stuff Ben, makes me think seriously about tackling my main addiction - which is too shameful to say out loud, but needs dealt with! Hope I can!
Good stuff, Ben. I used to have a SEVERE drinking problem (last time I drank I ended up on a ventilator) so I can definitely relate to the recovery part.
Just wanted to say bravo and then ask for sharing your invaluable insights with such an open heart.